I haven't been feeling very pretty lately. My hair is always up in a ponytail because I haven't showered in a couple days, I wear pajamas until noon, and my face has been breaking out a ton (no showering, duh.) The problem though is that I just don't care enough to make a change. I have no desire to add one more thing to stress me out. I don't want to feel anxious about not taking a shower, so I just don't. I don't get dressed first thing because Ms. B is just going to spit up on it anyways so what's the point.
I did try looking up the Dress Your Truth series to see if it would help, but I'm really not into "finding your energy" and things like that. I feel too practical for that. So, what to do? I'm really not sure. I feel like things will change after I wean B and no longer have to dress to nurse and wear my nursing bras that don't fit anymore. So I'm looking forward to April. The first year is always hard for me because I breastfeed and I don't like to pump, so I don't get many breaks. Hopefully this summer we can drop the kids off with some grandparents and get away for a few days.
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